Monday, August 14, 2006
I wan to feel protected, away from reality!!!
hw cum i cant find this feeling in him anymore? where has the sweet nothings gone to? all abt us in life is STRESS from work. he is forcing me to grow up, to face the real world, to accept tat he will no longer FREE to be there whenever i nid him.
I long for a fairytale. A prince who is able to take care of me, protect me. I cant realli remember, since which day, his problems become my problem n my problem become insignificant as compared to his. My heart is floating away, day by day...
8mth anniversary today. 1, 2, 3... 6, 7, 8... as i was counting, i realise our relationship is dragging on day by day, mth by mth. THIS IS NOT WAD I WAN! I protested n alarmed him. Now it is up to him to respong n salvage.