Thursday, December 29, 2005
sobx sobx.. girls quick quick show me some concern.. sprained my left foot ah.. so-so-so-so suay!! met with a minor motor accident on x'mas eve -.-"' plan to go town de!!! already on the way to david's hm aft his work so that he can change and head off to meet his frenz. but.. haixx.. end up spending the nite in hospital to check for any bone fractures and all tat.. can u believe it?
for me is consider quite small injury. my poor david hurt his leg and his left thumb got fractured :( when the motor bike collide with a bicycle, the motor bike skidded and we fall off the bike. STUPID BOY WITH HIS BICYCLE ON THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD!!! IT'S LIKE WAD THE HELL IS HE DOING ON THE ROAD? NO BRAINS. SOMEMORE HIS FATHER IS THERE. WAD THE..
as i was telling david last saturday, x'mas is juz another ordinary day for me cox im not a christian don have the habit of celebrating x'mas. den he reply me say x'mas eve is ping an ye, muz spend together with ur love ones. so the opposite tat nite. ended up being a not-so-ordinary day for me. and the nite to us not ping an at all. but at least we got to spend the 12am together lah haha.. still can remember we are in the cab tat nite heading to his home from hospital.. oh ya.. spend so much unnecessary money on cab fare. past midnight liao somemore is a public holiday shit.
david got a 3-day mc. mc shld stay at home rite? not for him ah.. he bought dinner up for me cox i cant walk. even don allow me to go downstairs buy on my own hee.. feel so fortunate.. dear oso rubbed the thing on my foot. dunno wad is tat =x for sprain foot one.. both of us not tat guai during our recovery period lolx.. still went all the way to tampines on x'mas to watch the midnight show, Narnia.. cannot walk still wan to watch mah =p
these few days dunno is pms or wad feel so easily pissed off. even quarrel with dear two days ago. was complaining tat he spend so much attention and time to his frenz. he said i was jux like a kid who wun grow up. say i was greedy cox he cant possibly give all his time to me. his frenz and work are the things that oso matters. sad ahhhhhh.. im jux an ordinary girl, yearn to be doted on, to get my guy's attention, to spend all my time with him. nth else matters.. it's so tiring to fight for his attention and time. almost everyday his frenz call him to meet him up. sianx. feel so like a burden to him. if not for me, he could have divide his time between his work and frenz can liao. still have to entertain my nonsense everyday. I JUX WAN TO MAKE HIM MINE!! can i put a label on him so he's all mine?
2more days to my birthday!! lolx.. turning 19 liao.. feel so old. 18 is a nice number but i can only have it for one more day~ oh got to start my project liao meeting my darling soh for lunch later.. bye peeps!
david got a 3-day mc. mc shld stay at home rite? not for him ah.. he bought dinner up for me cox i cant walk. even don allow me to go downstairs buy on my own hee.. feel so fortunate.. dear oso rubbed the thing on my foot. dunno wad is tat =x for sprain foot one.. both of us not tat guai during our recovery period lolx.. still went all the way to tampines on x'mas to watch the midnight show, Narnia.. cannot walk still wan to watch mah =p
these few days dunno is pms or wad feel so easily pissed off. even quarrel with dear two days ago. was complaining tat he spend so much attention and time to his frenz. he said i was jux like a kid who wun grow up. say i was greedy cox he cant possibly give all his time to me. his frenz and work are the things that oso matters. sad ahhhhhh.. im jux an ordinary girl, yearn to be doted on, to get my guy's attention, to spend all my time with him. nth else matters.. it's so tiring to fight for his attention and time. almost everyday his frenz call him to meet him up. sianx. feel so like a burden to him. if not for me, he could have divide his time between his work and frenz can liao. still have to entertain my nonsense everyday. I JUX WAN TO MAKE HIM MINE!! can i put a label on him so he's all mine?
2more days to my birthday!! lolx.. turning 19 liao.. feel so old. 18 is a nice number but i can only have it for one more day~ oh got to start my project liao meeting my darling soh for lunch later.. bye peeps!
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
im back in sch for project sianxxxxx!.....
weekend so fast over.. last friday and saturday went out with david and his friends.. get to noe wad kinda frenz he mixed with.. not so bad lah.. though between me and his frenz not much to tok abt.. heard from david that his friends find me innocent and fragile hahax.. and when they saw me, they were like wondering how old am i.. look so young.. not like my age. oh ya.. no longer im hibernating.. david and i officially started our journey on wednesday, 14 dec 05. ive decided to give both of us a chance to try things out =)
tot i could give myself some time to get away for some air but here i am back in sch. dampen my mood. meeting him for dinner later.. jux the thing to get me going. omg! help me.. im falling aslp.. cannot ah.. nid to start my special project. sandra teo wans to see them on friday.. shit.
shld i go buy mac to eat while doing my project? so hungry.. but dun wan spend money leh.. haix.. problem nv ends. they jux flows..
shld i go buy mac to eat while doing my project? so hungry.. but dun wan spend money leh.. haix.. problem nv ends. they jux flows..
Thursday, December 15, 2005
shaoliang sms last nite.
telling me tat david is a jerk, not a good guy n ask me beware of him. a fren of shaoliang told him abt it.
wad shld i do?
a person i merely noe vs. a person i noe too well.
i have no idea at all wad is the truth and wad is not!
someone pls spare me from all these can?!
david is angry abt this.. if shaoliang is accusing him, it would be unfair to him. but if it's the other way round.. i dunno. i realli dunno.
i have no idea at all wad is the truth and wad is not!
someone pls spare me from all these can?!
david is angry abt this.. if shaoliang is accusing him, it would be unfair to him. but if it's the other way round.. i dunno. i realli dunno.
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
the feeling is back.
im feeling the pressure,
from sch.
they nv give us a break.
i jux wanna run away from every lesson haix..
im feeling the pressure,
from sch.
they nv give us a break.
i jux wanna run away from every lesson haix..
still can recall the jerk S.I.O.N ? the one with 5 star rating?
he juz sms me say he going to work at xinmin sec there and asked: wanna eat late together? after 6 ba. Dinner. If tml im back here, you wanna meet me for dinner tml?
sending me shivers leh! wad makes him think tat i MIGHT agree to meet him?! y the hell does he wan to meet?!
thanks for the INVITATION anyway. im meeting david tonite. but not bad lah. u can get my hint tat i dun feel like dining with you.
oh abt the nafa test makeup, u guys going? make up is this friday 16 Dec, 5pm. im not going eh.. after tml is our 2weeks term break ler.. waited so long for tat. im tired. for the past few weeks, every week at least 2 test. seems like no end to it. sick. haix. later still got the crm seminar and entre lecture. if not for tat, i can be off 2pm. now have to wait for a dreading 7hours. can i skip??!!
tml is ruiqin's bday and friday is mum's. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! wish ruiqin a smooth sailing road after graduate, be it continue pursue studies or out to working society. and for mum, realli hope u will be happy. don wish to see u cry anymore, though u nv told us the reason behind it. it's not easy maintaining a family, esp. a family of 6 like us. juz to let u noe tat i love u, very much..
kua.. juz read ur blog.. ya loh.. sch's tough this semester.. hard for me to adapt too.. take care of urself eh.. anything i can help? juz call me haha.. ya hor.. i noe every week u will call me de =x guess tat's all for today le bah.. tata..
kua.. juz read ur blog.. ya loh.. sch's tough this semester.. hard for me to adapt too.. take care of urself eh.. anything i can help? juz call me haha.. ya hor.. i noe every week u will call me de =x guess tat's all for today le bah.. tata..
Monday, December 12, 2005
well.. i was hibernating..
until..
until..
last friday my darling sisters dragged me to k-box.. the outlet at hougang plaza there cos nearest to our home mahz. the captain there, named david, asked his colleague to ask for my phone number.. haha..
from the moment my sisters and i got settled down, he was like.. always walking pass our room and looking inside. and my little sis rite, she noticed it, even b4 i did. so i was telling her say maybe he was looking for any empty glasses to clear keke..
so when the other girl, who is his colleague, came in to settle our bill, she was standing at the door there and said:
my colleague wans to noe u. he already noticed u for a long time and wans to get ur number from you.. his name is david.
that is abt 2pm already, end of our k-lunch session. then the girl came in again.
u all can sing until wadever time. we wun chase u away de.. david rite, is our captain. he says u all can stay until wadever time. any drinks or tibits for u? (FOC!!)
haha.. i shock tio. already preparing to go off liao. now tell me i dun have to go. and of cos, my darlings are too glad to reject it. then we stayed for another 2hours and got two glasses of coke.. paiseh mahz..
he msg me tat day and asked me out.. the next day, which is saturday, i went k-box AGAIN. den david was there to serve us all the time hahax.. cute!! well.. we din go out tat day, cos i already make a date with shao liang.
so.. on sunday david asked me out for dinner.. we went to town, bought a drink at mac-Cafe there and chat chat chat. aft which, settled our dinner at east coast there and spend quite some time enjoying the breeze and the many stars tat nite. wow.. realli many stars wor.. den he sent me home with his bike. reach home ard midnight.
now as for shaoliang. he got mad at me cos i went out with another guy. he even asked me who he (shaoliang) is to me. i gave a reply, A FRIEND. and he asked me y nort go and die. well well.. im so sorry u cant take the fact. if u feel that all the while im deceiving u, let me juz say smth. i din give u any promsies all the while. if u feel im such a bitch by giving u the wrong impression, den u shld feel lucky tat u have a bitch outta ur life. tat's all i wan to say to u. i noe u wuld read my blog. so get my points clear.
ok. as for david, lets juz see wad fate has for me in future. from now, i got to noe him more. a guy with bad record. typical gangster with tattoos on his body. he smokes. he gambles. he fights. been to police station (almost tio charged) . other than all these, the way he communicates with me and the date last nite, is okay. quite a gentleman. but his friendster testimonials don seem promising. racing and accident. wow.. not a simple guy.
until..
until..
last friday my darling sisters dragged me to k-box.. the outlet at hougang plaza there cos nearest to our home mahz. the captain there, named david, asked his colleague to ask for my phone number.. haha..
from the moment my sisters and i got settled down, he was like.. always walking pass our room and looking inside. and my little sis rite, she noticed it, even b4 i did. so i was telling her say maybe he was looking for any empty glasses to clear keke..
so when the other girl, who is his colleague, came in to settle our bill, she was standing at the door there and said:
my colleague wans to noe u. he already noticed u for a long time and wans to get ur number from you.. his name is david.
that is abt 2pm already, end of our k-lunch session. then the girl came in again.
u all can sing until wadever time. we wun chase u away de.. david rite, is our captain. he says u all can stay until wadever time. any drinks or tibits for u? (FOC!!)
haha.. i shock tio. already preparing to go off liao. now tell me i dun have to go. and of cos, my darlings are too glad to reject it. then we stayed for another 2hours and got two glasses of coke.. paiseh mahz..
he msg me tat day and asked me out.. the next day, which is saturday, i went k-box AGAIN. den david was there to serve us all the time hahax.. cute!! well.. we din go out tat day, cos i already make a date with shao liang.
so.. on sunday david asked me out for dinner.. we went to town, bought a drink at mac-Cafe there and chat chat chat. aft which, settled our dinner at east coast there and spend quite some time enjoying the breeze and the many stars tat nite. wow.. realli many stars wor.. den he sent me home with his bike. reach home ard midnight.
now as for shaoliang. he got mad at me cos i went out with another guy. he even asked me who he (shaoliang) is to me. i gave a reply, A FRIEND. and he asked me y nort go and die. well well.. im so sorry u cant take the fact. if u feel that all the while im deceiving u, let me juz say smth. i din give u any promsies all the while. if u feel im such a bitch by giving u the wrong impression, den u shld feel lucky tat u have a bitch outta ur life. tat's all i wan to say to u. i noe u wuld read my blog. so get my points clear.
ok. as for david, lets juz see wad fate has for me in future. from now, i got to noe him more. a guy with bad record. typical gangster with tattoos on his body. he smokes. he gambles. he fights. been to police station (almost tio charged) . other than all these, the way he communicates with me and the date last nite, is okay. quite a gentleman. but his friendster testimonials don seem promising. racing and accident. wow.. not a simple guy.
Thursday, December 01, 2005
mum juz called me during my ift lesson asking me if im down with fever muz c doctor.. hee.. budden i only flu and sore throat mah.. hurhur.. thanks mum.. surprised tat u called :)
december already. so fast.. my birthday coming liaox *hint*
wad a year.. it's been a tough year for me.. my study been down the hill. one grade C last semester with no distinction at all. stupid TEP pull down my aggregate oso. if not for the TEP, im confident of the top student for year 2 award. pui* fine. don sound like such a loser.
my love life, one word to describe it all.. SUCKS. yeah.. let me relate it to you.. focus on those jerks ba..
Jan:
- jinsheng. he likes me ALOT.. wad a misfortune. took me out for dates, call me up every nite. but when i get to noe him more, i found out he's not the one for me. so i make a decision, and became frank with him. he got mad. posted stuff in friendster and the hardwarezone forum to ruin my reputation to make me look bad. remarks are damn crude. at least i get to noe his true self. dangerous. i could have made a police report. but he apologise to me and took down the forum post. how come got such guy? eye opener for me. friendster email: heyunknown@hotmail.com
jerk rating **** - er quan. using the excuse of no time for me and broke up with me. so y in the hell did he wan to pop up the question? and aft that, well.. we are still friends.. but it seemed like he wanted more. more physically but with no commitment. so? am i suppose to act tough, act like ive grown up, can accept this kinda relationship? i begin to ponder. friendster email: powerofdreams_honda@yahoo.com.sg
jerk rating ***
Feb:
- sion. look decent. went out a few times. den one day he sent me home rite to my doorstep. ok.. i stupid enough to allow him in for a seat or perhaps a drink. but he tried to... the extreme extent. dunno i shld say i lucky or unlucky. cos in the end he give in to my cries. from tat day, i refuse to ans his calls. forgot his friendster address.. but if im not wrong, he juz wrote me a sickly testimonial abt the sexy pretty comment.
jerk rating *****
March:
- andy ho yuan kang. the ns guy with bike. look dashing. most girls will like. almost a perfect relationship. and i nearly tot we could last. this fall is a hard one for me. at the start, he liked me more. he gives more and i take more than i give. im at fault. im not understanding enough to be his gf. he feelings onli lasted for 2mths plus. den we started quarrel more often then break. up to this point it is a normal relationship i would say. den aft break we actually met up a few times. and it all ended up too CLOSe. if u noe wad i mean. no commitment no nth. he even asked for sex, an issue which pop out already when we are tgt. jerk. aft each time, he ignored me. my grade C+ is thanks to him. friendster email: ynkg@hotmail.com or ynkg2@hotmail.com
jerk rating *****
Apr:
- linkle chua. well, im still with andy tat time. so.. too bad. get to noe him more. a potential good bf. tried to go after me but give up in the end.. cos he feels tat ANDY is more worth it to be my bf.. yucks.
jerk rating *
July:
- mervin. nice guy. reali. patient and sincere. too bad our age gap is 6 years. hard to communicate despite his efforts. have to end it up. dun wanna waste his time. let him go and find a suitable one. well.. nice guy. though he ended up scolding me when we broke up, saying i treat him as a fool and all tat, we still remain friends up till now.
jerk rating *
Sep:
- junwei. friend of kwee. always giving in. don ask me y break. it juz happen. i duno how to explain. but my sweeties u will understand. if u realli wan me to explain.. it's not suitable perhaps..
jerk rating *
Oct:
- jimmy from kua. wierdo. dunno y the way he talks gives me creeps.. lucky his ultimate target is kua. but kua unlucky.
jerk rating ** - jingyang. one year younger than me. boyish look. went out a few times. another no commitment guy. he applying for part-time instead of full-time bf. realli makes me ponder, is this mindset acceptable? or is it juz an excuse for guys to escape commitment? friendster email: legend_killer87@hotmail.com
jerk rating ***
get to noe more jerks out there. otherwise i will not learn. if gimme a chance i would like to murder them all. i swear i will not give any chance for friendster guys to noe me in reality. bastards lying ard online. i dunno y.. this year have been so down for me. Shaoliang is still a big headache. i dunno wad's there for me for the incoming year. i realli hope things will improve. this life realli sucks.