Thursday, February 23, 2006
cover ur ears cos im going to shout
EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! OFFICIALLY OUT OF NYP!!!!!!!!
lolx.. but today caa paper DAMN difficult. think it is the most difficult paper in my whole of three yrs in nyp. sucks. shld be able to pass bah.. yeah? but anyway, last nite din sleep.. er.. not to count the 2 hours of dozing off from 5am to 9am, 11am to 1am.. haha.. tat's abt all cos paper is at 4.30pm..
now at dear's hus.. eyes so watery ler.. waiting for him to get out of the bathroom and can send me home for the day :) thanks dear for fetching me after my papers for all the four days muacks! yawn~~ the final destination 3 u all watch liao mah? gonna watch tml.. now tat i got all the time for myself, i oso dunno when i shld start planning for my future, wad job, where, when.. sigh.. let's jus dun think of it first.
continue another day. finish chatting with kwee then off to home ler.. yawn~~!~!~!~!~!~!
EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! OFFICIALLY OUT OF NYP!!!!!!!!
lolx.. but today caa paper DAMN difficult. think it is the most difficult paper in my whole of three yrs in nyp. sucks. shld be able to pass bah.. yeah? but anyway, last nite din sleep.. er.. not to count the 2 hours of dozing off from 5am to 9am, 11am to 1am.. haha.. tat's abt all cos paper is at 4.30pm..
now at dear's hus.. eyes so watery ler.. waiting for him to get out of the bathroom and can send me home for the day :) thanks dear for fetching me after my papers for all the four days muacks! yawn~~ the final destination 3 u all watch liao mah? gonna watch tml.. now tat i got all the time for myself, i oso dunno when i shld start planning for my future, wad job, where, when.. sigh.. let's jus dun think of it first.
continue another day. finish chatting with kwee then off to home ler.. yawn~~!~!~!~!~!~!
Sunday, February 19, 2006
sigh.. damn busy with exams preparation.. let's tok abt my valentine's day this yr :)
in the morning dear working and i studying.. tat nite went east coast eat seafood grins* a simple valentine though, but very sweet.. jux the both of us and nth else matters keke.. i wanna spend all valentine's day with u from now onwards!!! but my exams dampen my mood.. one paper down.. three to go.. CAA will be a tough paper... how how? sigh..
in the morning dear working and i studying.. tat nite went east coast eat seafood grins* a simple valentine though, but very sweet.. jux the both of us and nth else matters keke.. i wanna spend all valentine's day with u from now onwards!!! but my exams dampen my mood.. one paper down.. three to go.. CAA will be a tough paper... how how? sigh..
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
catch a morning ride to sch from dear again haha.. perhaps this will be the last morning drive liao.. 1st paper next friday afternoon, and the next thing is... I'M GRADUATING!!
sounds scary lolx! i still haben path my way for my post-graduation. but most prob i gonna give university a miss. jac say it's such a waste to miss it but den.. i don have the financial support and i have no confidence to bear the pressure tat sch can give... sigh..
if i were to step into the working society, there is oso bound to be stress and new things to adapt with.. the onli difference is tat i EARN, rather than SPEND. but mum says a higher education level brings higher income in future.. how how? it's either i bear with it for another 3 yrs continue study and find a part-time too, OR i forget abt the whole thing and juz find a steady job. not to forget tat i have to repay my bank loan for poly fees sigh..
sounds scary lolx! i still haben path my way for my post-graduation. but most prob i gonna give university a miss. jac say it's such a waste to miss it but den.. i don have the financial support and i have no confidence to bear the pressure tat sch can give... sigh..
if i were to step into the working society, there is oso bound to be stress and new things to adapt with.. the onli difference is tat i EARN, rather than SPEND. but mum says a higher education level brings higher income in future.. how how? it's either i bear with it for another 3 yrs continue study and find a part-time too, OR i forget abt the whole thing and juz find a steady job. not to forget tat i have to repay my bank loan for poly fees sigh..
Monday, February 06, 2006
things at grandma hus is still tense. haven tok to yeye for days. nai nai did try to tok to me. well, things getting better i suppose? haha.. tat nite too angry liao wan move back my home immediately.. now tat i have calmed down, it's one week to exam and thus not the appropriate time to move back.. and i told me sister tat im going back and now she keep asking me when i going back?! lolx.. after my exams ba..
dear sent me to sch this morning. clear my monday blues and have me all set to clear my final projects. but hor.. u could have brought me breakfast u noe.. sweeten up the whole thing keke.. but this dear of mine is like tat lah.. muz tell him exactly wad i want b4 he will noe, b4 he will give me.. last weekend has been spent in his fren's chalet.. we did quarrel on sunday cos he went to steal a puff from his fren, and lied to me abt it.. realli breaks my heart tat he chose to lie.. but den, still forgive him in the end.. cos though we always quarrel, i realise tat he is the person my life cannot live without..
ytd dear say to me, tat he wun dunwan me, unless i choose to dunwan him.. silly dear.. tot girls normally the one to say tat keke.. somehow i feel we are connected, like both of us are meant to be.. haha.. but sometimes, im afraid of falling. maybe due to past experience ba.. confusing state of mind, but yet im feel so happy and xin fu.. love always brings the unexpected (: dear, 3 words for you; those words tat u long to hear... I LOVE YOU.
dear sent me to sch this morning. clear my monday blues and have me all set to clear my final projects. but hor.. u could have brought me breakfast u noe.. sweeten up the whole thing keke.. but this dear of mine is like tat lah.. muz tell him exactly wad i want b4 he will noe, b4 he will give me.. last weekend has been spent in his fren's chalet.. we did quarrel on sunday cos he went to steal a puff from his fren, and lied to me abt it.. realli breaks my heart tat he chose to lie.. but den, still forgive him in the end.. cos though we always quarrel, i realise tat he is the person my life cannot live without..
ytd dear say to me, tat he wun dunwan me, unless i choose to dunwan him.. silly dear.. tot girls normally the one to say tat keke.. somehow i feel we are connected, like both of us are meant to be.. haha.. but sometimes, im afraid of falling. maybe due to past experience ba.. confusing state of mind, but yet im feel so happy and xin fu.. love always brings the unexpected (: dear, 3 words for you; those words tat u long to hear... I LOVE YOU.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
:: new yr eve- reach home: 5am ::
went to esplanade see fireworks
shldnt have brought the helmet home. yeye was so angry to noe i actually ride on a bike.
:: new yr 1st day- reach home: 2am ::
went loyang pai pai
:: new yr 2nd day- ::
stay home the whole day..
:: new yr 3rd day- reach home: 1.30am ::
WENT WATCH 9.50pm I NOT STUPID TOO MOVIE. KANA LOCKED OUT OF THE HOUSE BY MY GRANDMA. 2am SHE CALLED ME TO ASK I NOT COMING BACK IZZIT. WAD THE FUCK. SHE'S THE ONE WHO LOCKED ME OUT SO TAT I CANT GET INTO THE HOUSE. YEYE CALLED ME MANY TIMES FROM 3-4am. I DIN ANS. I WAS ANGRY. BEGIN TO REALISE WAD THE KID IN THE MOVIE FEEL- HOME IS JUZ A PLACE TO SLEEP. AND DEAR STILL CAN FALL ASLP HAIZ. QUITE PISSED OFF BY THIS OSO. BUT EVENTUALLY, MUS UNDERSTAND LAH. HE NIDS TO WORK..
:: new yr 4th day (today) ::
DEAR SEND ME TO SCH THIS MORNING. DARK RINGS SOOOO OBVIOUS DAMN IT. SLEPT LESS THAN AN HOUR ONLY. HAVE TO COME SCH FINISH UP MY FINAL PART ON SPECIAL PROJECT. YEYE CALLED AGAIN. I BEGIN TO FEAL ABIT NEI JIU. TOWARDS HIM ONLI. COS TAT SOMEONE RATHER LET ME SLEEP OUTSIDE MAH. YEYE SAY TONITE I MUZ GO BACK AH. CANNOT STAY OUT LIKE LAST NITE. I WAS COMPLAINING TO HIM ABT MY GRANDMA. GRANDMA TOLD HIM SHE 12.30am SO LATE SEE I NOT BACK YET SO LOCK THE DOOR. WAHHH... MY EYES DAMN PAIN. HAD MY CONTACT LENS ON FROM YTD EVENING. ALL HER FAULT. GUESS IM GOING BACK LATER. PACKING MY THINGS THIS WEEKEND MOVING BACK TO MY OWN HOME. SICK OF HER. NO FREEDOM.
went to esplanade see fireworks
shldnt have brought the helmet home. yeye was so angry to noe i actually ride on a bike.
:: new yr 1st day- reach home: 2am ::
went loyang pai pai
:: new yr 2nd day- ::
stay home the whole day..
:: new yr 3rd day- reach home: 1.30am ::
WENT WATCH 9.50pm I NOT STUPID TOO MOVIE. KANA LOCKED OUT OF THE HOUSE BY MY GRANDMA. 2am SHE CALLED ME TO ASK I NOT COMING BACK IZZIT. WAD THE FUCK. SHE'S THE ONE WHO LOCKED ME OUT SO TAT I CANT GET INTO THE HOUSE. YEYE CALLED ME MANY TIMES FROM 3-4am. I DIN ANS. I WAS ANGRY. BEGIN TO REALISE WAD THE KID IN THE MOVIE FEEL- HOME IS JUZ A PLACE TO SLEEP. AND DEAR STILL CAN FALL ASLP HAIZ. QUITE PISSED OFF BY THIS OSO. BUT EVENTUALLY, MUS UNDERSTAND LAH. HE NIDS TO WORK..
:: new yr 4th day (today) ::
DEAR SEND ME TO SCH THIS MORNING. DARK RINGS SOOOO OBVIOUS DAMN IT. SLEPT LESS THAN AN HOUR ONLY. HAVE TO COME SCH FINISH UP MY FINAL PART ON SPECIAL PROJECT. YEYE CALLED AGAIN. I BEGIN TO FEAL ABIT NEI JIU. TOWARDS HIM ONLI. COS TAT SOMEONE RATHER LET ME SLEEP OUTSIDE MAH. YEYE SAY TONITE I MUZ GO BACK AH. CANNOT STAY OUT LIKE LAST NITE. I WAS COMPLAINING TO HIM ABT MY GRANDMA. GRANDMA TOLD HIM SHE 12.30am SO LATE SEE I NOT BACK YET SO LOCK THE DOOR. WAHHH... MY EYES DAMN PAIN. HAD MY CONTACT LENS ON FROM YTD EVENING. ALL HER FAULT. GUESS IM GOING BACK LATER. PACKING MY THINGS THIS WEEKEND MOVING BACK TO MY OWN HOME. SICK OF HER. NO FREEDOM.