Thursday, May 26, 2005
x. wad i need is to be away from sch `.x
thursday lesson is damn early.. every week have to drag myself out of bed. cold weather today.. feel like sleeping but later meeting for project again.. IB presentation tml ma.. haiz.. today morning in bus72, so pai seh wor me.. when abt to alight the bus, i get off from my seat and the seat actually fell out of place and i have to push it back haha.. spoiled chair.. den the 8am lecture is so boring. lecturer kept repeating the same thing: "when interest rate of the bond increase, the price decrease. when interest rate decrease, price increase".. toopid.. knew tat long ago in last year business finance module.. kept coughing.. dying soon ler.. so stress these days with 3ica plus the practitioner's talk. but close to my term break liaoz.. in 2more weeks time. tat's exactly wad i need- away from sch.
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
x. weekends pass by so fast `.x
weekends have pass by so fast.. now back to projects sianz.. ns and the ndp has taken away so much time between me and my darling.. plus test coming up next week.. no time left ler.. argh!! the thought of all these dampened my moods. shit. heard from dear that he wun be booking out most probably on this friday, with his ndp rehearsal. wad can be worst? today 7 hour of break time.. now is 3plus.. having lessons at 4pm. and i haben eaten anything for the whole day. din even have the time to go home and rest. IB projects due this friday. having presentation for it oso. still living in last weekend when i watched a movie with my dear on sunday nite in marina sq- The Amityville Horror. erm.. not bad.. but the House of Wax is much better than this show. i will give it 3stars ba.. hmm.. now is week 6. i'm waiting for the 2week break on week 9!! rest rest. away from sch.. is wad i wanted most now.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
x. wanna be a strong gal juz for my dear ` .x
realli veri glad and thankful for being able to see my dear ytd.. he booked out at ard 3pm and den have to book in again at 9pm. had dinner with his family too.. yummy yummy with so many dishes on the table. able to see him, hug him and feel his temperature, nothing can be better than tat hee.. though it is juz a short 4hours, it is still better than nothing. send him to the compass point interchange there, waiting for him to board the bus b4 i headed home. feeling of parting.. so unbearable. and i told myself not to shed any tears.. cuz dear will feel bad abt it.. i wanna be a strong gal juz for my dear. today is wednesday.. friday able to see him again cheers! this is wad kept me going.
Monday, May 16, 2005
x. my weekend `.x
now attending the investment tutorial.. haiz.. the teacher kept teaching us things tat are out of our lecture coverage.. kept using jargons, as if we already knew alot of this area. y cant he juz continue with the tutorial questions? yada yada. keep blabbering on. first lesson of the week. omg.. how am i going to survive his lessons? last weekend, dear book out on friday ard 7plus :) so glad to see him. friday nite went over to his place watch the last episode of "jing zhong ren". dear's mother so cute hee.. gave me vitagen drink.. den kept smiling at me.. make me so paiseh hee.. den after the show went to kovan arcade there.
saturday morning drag dear to k-box =x afternoon to ps den we went to east coast for dinner. so many pple there.. practically cant find any seats sho waited a long time to be seated. and den it is sunday.. my most dreaded day :( cuz dear have to book in again. morning of his time dedicated to his family of cuz.. he has got to spend some time with his family ma.. so i slept up till 11plus. we went for lunch in hougang mall, and then to the arcade there. so "she bu de" to see him off at 7plus sobz.. but again. no choice but to wait for this weekend =I
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
x. missing dear dear `.x
juz read mavis bloggie worz.. she's been mising her dear dear so much cuz he went to aussia for 9days. realli able to understand how she feeling wor.. my dear serving ns now.. to me seems like he overseas every week cuz we can't even contact each other from sunday nite to friday. mavis juz bear with it ya? 9days will be over very soon de huggies.. den as for kua, her bf juz ord this week wor! so envy! now they can spend more time together ler. there's still a long way for my dear sobz.. aniway, today's wednesday so no lesson. went out with my siblings to kovan bought many things hee.. erm.. bought up till $70 now broke ler..no $$. must start saving. hmm.. tired tired now.. tml lesson at early 8am. but lucky lesson ending at 12pm cheers! but staying back to do my projects sianz..
Monday, May 09, 2005
x. fulfilling weekend `.x
now in my sch lab blogging again. well, had a fulfilling weekend and now is back to school sianz.. all tutorials almost done ytd nite.. actually off lights at 12plus. but dun seem to fall asleep wor.. been thinking abt dear, his smile and juz the way he look at me hee.. miss him sho much.. tears fell down my cheeks :( whenever i saw those letters he wrote fer me, it gets worsen. falling sick soon juz by missing him sobz.. every sunday nite is tough for me. cuz it is when he booked in. means i have to wait a long 4-5 days before i can him again.. hmm.. juz now check my last semester results found out tat my GPA actually dropped from 3.68 to 3.495. too many Bs for my tep attachment ler :( need to buck up with my project stuff ler.. cuz they are due the week after next and i haben started on it yet. gonna be busy.
Friday, May 06, 2005
x. rainy fri-day `.x
now in sch to attend the IPP briefing at 3.30pm. rainy day was sleeping at home juz now during my 3hours break hurhur.. eyes practically cannot open for this morning's 9am lesson so have to end up wearing specs [nerdy-looking] =I was missing my dear dear as usual.. sad arz.. ytd he told me he most probably will book out on saturday but dunno wad time sianz.. got him a gift to compensate for our one mth anniversary. intending to give him a 3-d piggy made from paper material with our pics taken 4days ago, along with saga seeds and all movie tickets we had watched. put in a round bear tin with a small hand-made card. u can't find this anywhere!! hee.. hope he will like it. but i feel sort of kiddish to giv him this kinda gift. but regardless of wad gift i have fer him, his gift to me will always outdo mine. cuz to me, he is the greatest gift i eva had.. hee.. sunday's mothers' day le. haben prepared the present for my mum oops! hee..
Thursday, May 05, 2005
x. meeting dear today `.x
dear juz called me hee.. he say later can meet me for abt 2hours wor.. den nid to be back in camp by evening.. sho surprised and happy to receive his call =) tml he booking out le.. hopefully they wun keep him back ba.. miss the time with him. weekends coming yea yea!
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
x. treasure the one beside you `.x
ppl are always looking out for the best one for him/her. and often, they fail to realise tat the right one for him/her has already appeared. as for me, sometimes, when i'm given too much trust and freedom, there's a tendancy to abuse them. and i hate myself for tat.. for being so uncertain in my relationship. fail to treasure the one beside me, always looking out for some1 better. AM I INSANE???!!! i really shld giv full commitment to the one i love. but on the other hand, how to commit to some1 who doesnt have the time for me, for some1 whom i only contact for 3days a week.. i couldnt even call him or sms him during the weekdays when he is in camp!! it's really driving me insane, juz by missing him.. haiz haiz..
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
x. hectic school `.x
ytd ish me and my bf, kangzz 1st mth anniversary!! din get to spend time with him tough.. but we celebrated it on monday. miss him sho much now. year 3 is sure tough.. projects and icas catching up already. sianz.. tutorials seem alot too.. though it is a mere 6subject. weekends are all commited to my bf, which is the only time i get to relax wor.. lucky thing is wednesday is off for me, no lesson hee.. school life's abit too plain. weekends are the only thing tat keeps me going. sianz sianz..