Sunday, October 08, 2006
My boy is sleeping. Poor him, had been slaving the whole 9 hours when i'm sleeping.
He's been improving, trying his best to give me what i want. Even it means throwing the old him behind. And that's why we r still together. Being together is not all abt love. It's abt getting used to live with each other because when feelings fade, there is nth else to keep it going.
Did a spring cleaning yesterday, and i mean my face. Went to jean yip for a facial and it cost me a bomb! $2688 to be exact. Consist of 10 times treatment. Designed to clear pimples, scars and everything. Inclusive of $800 product voucher whereby i already use up $700. Quite xin tong when i finally key in my pin number haha. 4 months of savings wiped out. Well, ultimately i want the best for my face. Rather i sign up for a cheaper $888 but at the end of the day still can see flaws on my face rite? Heard that the money spent there can turn into points and exchanged for other jeap yip services. A new hairstyle perhaps? I'm waiting!
Meaning i have to scrimp for the following months to save back the same amt. It's worth it- this is how i console myself lol~ This year i'm turning 20. Thinking back, many things have changed. I'm working now, i'm earning, i'm spending MORE. What abt my studies? Hmmm... Haven really sit down and think.
Dearly fishy, all these years we have been great cousins rite? You have seen the ups and downs of my life. You were there when i'm still stucked with ShaoLiang and you clearly knew the route for me. So, dun hesitate to choose the correct route. My advise is that, i cannot tolerate a guy who cheats on me before cos he no longer able to provide me a sense of security. I would rather you move on. He, flirting with other girl just shows he is childish. He cant take care of you. I dun wan to see u hurt ok. Guys who are capable of hurting girls WUN change. Maybe these are not what u want to hear, and tat's y i chose the indirect way to tell u. Take care dear..