thanks for the breakfast dear.. and sry to cause u last nite no slp :(

last nite while chatting on the phone with dear, accidentally compare him with shaoliang. i said smth abt shaoliang will buy me breakfast while dear cant even wake up so early. den dear take my words so seriously.. jus a casual remark.. blurt them out without much thought. we ended the call soon aft tat..

morning wake up ard 8am cos lesson starts at 9. dear sms me, ask me open my main door. mac breakfast.. so sweet of him.. but i feel so sad.

he din slp the whole nite. n i think it's cos he feels tat he wun be able to wake up if he fall aslp. today is his off day. i feel so bad u noe!! feel like slapping myself hard on my face. argh!!!!!!! my low confidence in relationship has realli affected our relationship. complaining and whinning like a kid. i think i shld stop all these. im nth but trouble. feel so like a burden.

i feel like calling him. i miss him so much. yet... im trying to distant myself away from him for the time being. im too sticky. too reliant. it's time i grow up.

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