i'm retaliating.

if by doing so i'm able to get wad i wan, this is exactly wad i will do.

小心眼. this is how he describes me yesterday.

ok i admit i shldn't get angry for a SMALL matter. it's not ur fault tat u r aslp and ur hp is in the office charging. i got so pissed off when u used the three words on me. try calling me for two hours next time k?

i hate it when things are so out of my control. i hate it when i cant do things MY way. maybe at certain times, compromising realli does play a part. but pls don always expect me to understand that the way u do things is by NO CHOICE. do i look like i have a choice anyway?

pls pls pls could u think thru things in my position? i will promise to do the same thing. i will be anxious when i cant contact u. i will be sad when u make poor comments abt me. I'M OVERPOSSESSIVE. I'VE A BAD TEMPER. I'M SELFISH. if this is all u see in me, i am so so so sorry. i will take note of tat. don mistaken wor. i'm not saying it's all ur fault. I HAVE MY FAULTS. i'm still learning how to grow up. i'm angry at myself too.

-对不起，我就是一个长不大的小孩-

oh, tat fucking andy sms me last nite again, saying:

Chinatown start liao...got chance go walk walk lo...not bad...nite nite....

lame msg. wad do u wan from me? pls get out of my life.

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