love is supposed to be a sweet thing isnt it?

remember my first love. things are so simple. i like u, and u like me. no guessing games. no sign of accusing or decieving. pure and simple. sweet.

wad abt the love im experiencing now? as we grow up, i realised that it is a complicated thing, yet many yearn for it. love being one-side is not the worst thing in life. it is the part which constitute to a GAME. there are many players in the relationship. one trying to outdo another. its either i dump u or u dump me. where's the significance?

is this mentality purely to protect oneself or to hurt the one who love u? or is it in the process of self-defence tat u accidently hurt the other him/her? for me, once bitten twice shy. i used to be ugly. for those who knew me since secondary sch days, u would have known how i looked like. love one guy truely, and he loves me too. this is wad i tot. and aft which, i see him standing rite in front of me and say:

ouch. it hurts, alot. lead to a scar. a deep one. y did he wan to do tat? aft this incidence, i began to learn. being too serious is stupid. to fall in straight is stupid. to love is stupid.

up till now, i still meet bastards. different ones. don get me wrong.. im not referring to ALL guys out there.. there are still some who are sincere and true. but i juz don have the luck.

hibernating seems helpful now. gimme time to think. to recall. to see thru guys. u can get me down. it's ok. but when i get up, i'll be stronger. don ever approach me again bastards. cos if it happens, it's PAYBACK time. im serious.

Our Sweet & Sours - 2:51 PM;