Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Announcement!!
er.. i noe its expected.. dun scold me hor keke.. im now back to singlehood again.. =x (long story) but to summarize, juz say im not understanding enough to be his gf..
recently, i feel lyke no one actually has the time for me.. all busy with their own stuff.. sad.. esp. guys at this age, its either they are in ns, or they are working part-time cos no longer get pocket money from parents.. can understand one lah.. not everyone same as me still get allowance. in this sense i feel more fortunate..
work and studies realli tire him out. his hectic schedule.. not everyone can tarhan.. tats not the main thing.. main thing is tat when he tire, he no mood no energy to acc me.. even on weekends finally can go out and spend more quality time together, we met at 3plus pm and 8pm he's already worn out..
worn out.. his mood oso not tat good.. i no satisfied cos he's not gibing me the attention i wan.. or am i asking to much? up to u all to debate ba.. guys have their needs (understanding gf). girls too have their needs (attention from bf).
let's juz say now tat im free. no longer do i feel trapped by him. able to breathe. less troubles. initially, i wan a divorce. he don wan so i opt for a separation. last nite, he agreed to break up. and even ask me not to contact him in future and he will not interfere in my matters anymore. i quite taken aback. i think he agreed cos i rather tok on the phone with my god brother than him. he muz be thinking tat my heart is straying.
let him be ba.. if he realli feels tat for the past 2weeks im only decieving him, with no real intention of staying beside him, let him be. no longer i need him. and i seriously feel his life cant tolerate my presence. work work work. study study study. all the best.
no hard feelings but.. can YOU pls return my mp3 tat mervin gave me? its not a GIFT. i merely lent u. can u imagine, when i ask him for my mp3 back, he replied:
"oh u wan to be like tat rite, den return everything i had given u."
unreasonable huh? wad a guy. did i ever said i GIVE u my mp3? fuck off lah.
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