Tuesday, July 19, 2005
for the first time, i dunno wad to write in my bloggie -.-"'
two more weeks to my exam.. restless. juz wanna slack the whole day. my life is in a mess i can say.. i'm still trying to look for the meaning of life. got myself a dearie, almost one week ler. his name is mervin. but yet i am still uncertain of wad i wan. he had been giving to me, to my extreme emotions and uncertainty- jus cox of one word LOVE*
it is so amazing how love works in the today's society, with its wide meaning and implications. i'm not ready to commit. he knew tat too. he wanna try his luck and hope tat i will get back on the track soon. sort of regretted to be in the relationship. i dun wish to end up hurting him.
with the tons of sms and calls nowadays from my guy friends, he seem insecure and unhappy too. if i have chose to remain single, will things be easier for both of us?
ning ponders*
Our Sweet & Sours - 2:27 PM;