Saturday, June 11, 2005
x. understand- a not easy 10-letter word to do `.x
can things be less complicated? hai hai.. as his gf, i noe i have to be understanding, understand he's got no time for me; understand him tat he's all worn out when he booked out; understand tat he no longer can giv me the attention he once gave. now tat he got this ndp rehearsals every saturday, the time spent between both of us is reduced to short half day per week. and for the rest of the time, he's tired. he needs rest. as for me, i feel so insecure here.. cant figure out whether he is purely tired or his feelings for me lessen.. he don like me to think too much cos' he feels tat there's nth wrong with our relationship. he wans me to be guai.. here i am trying so hard to be an understanding gf. no matter how hard i try, i'm juz a ordinary gal, yearn to be loved and pampered. i wan his attention. baby, give me more of ur attention will u?