Monday, June 13, 2005
x. my thoughts `.x
i always heard abt girlfriends running away when their boyfriend is serving ns. well, it's not true. u noe wad? guys tend to neglect their girlfriends' needs, expect them to be understanding with this, understanding with tat. dear,our honeymoon period is over. u said b4 u sometimes scare alot of thing.. so y cant u understand y i'm thinking too much here? see for urself ur change in attitude. compare now with this. everything's changed. u said ur wish is i stay happy. ask urself, how true it is for now. on sunday u said i'm lying in my blog when i say i'm trying to be understanding for u. so who's the liar now? u nv cared abt my feelings when u said i'm lying in my blog. so how's the feeling now when i accuse u of lying? ya. onli me can make u fall tears. how abt me? where are u when i'm crying in my sleep? need me to tell u? U ARE SLEEPING. tired does nt mean u can ignore my needs. i'm feeling so insecure here, trying to figure out whether u have lost interest in me, or u are purely tired. u simply ignore my needs, and u call urself my bf. things have changed. so has my confidence in u, in the relationship. u realli got me all pissed off. and i believe so do u.