Tuesday, June 28, 2005
skipped effective business this morning..
remembered ruiqin sort of "reprimand" me say i this semester in sch so bo xin. my best fren indeed. dun realli have to say it out and she noes all. shld have listened to her when she told me to let go of da relationship.
have been keeping my hands off da phone. falling sick. sound so sicky on da phone, whoever calls.
g-insurance tutorial lata at 4pm. have to go for tat one cos' i got the 2nd warning letter liaox. hurhur.. haix.. and the warning letter is cox of him. skipped it tat time juz to spend more time with him.
shit. he kept appearing in my mind. i realli giving him up this time. he's not the guy i wan. ytd nite peter told me smth tat i feel is so true.
he says, a relationship cannot juz depend on "feelings" to survive, cox feelings will go away when time goes by. this describes my relationship.
he's juz not the rite guy for me. so why am i holding it on? at least i got everything straighten out now. i believe time can heal everything. i juz nid time. wonder if my projects and icas can wait for me to heal 1st keke..