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he dumped me last sat.

yea.. there's nth to be shy abt. i'm being dumped like a rubbish* outta the relationship finally. he thinks i'm not a gd gf for him.

am i relieved? been asking myself for close to 3days. and i have to act a strong front in front of him. i dunwan to let him noe i'm weak!! why am i so unwilling to let go of the love we shared?!

a clear mind would tell me to giv it up. it's not worth it. cox we are so different. if this is love, how come i feel so bitter?

i tot things will be fine. i tot we will be fine. end up everything's not fine. it's juz an illusion. juz an illusion when i tot he's mine once again.

realli.. the toughest thing is to smile and laugh it out loud, when it pains in my heart. i can't show tat i care. and it's the pride in me.

there are so many players in the relationship. so how come i always seem to be the loser?

this time i'm giving up.

Our Sweet & Sours - 10:41 PM;